No i'm not. Ok i'll write more. Ever since the days of early Youtube, there has been a mystique to Youtube in my eyes, that has prevented me from doing anything involving it. What do I mean? Well Youtube is for organised, and skilled people with the ability to self manage and execute well all the time. Perfect people, if you will.... Which I am not.... but can I be? Its taken me 30 years and a lot of silly moments and vibes to get to this point. The point where i could final